TranSITions: The Lost One

TranSITions: The Lost One: It had been a while since we laid eyes upon each other, but that night the stars lit the sky and the moon was our spotlight. We were t...

The Lost One

It had been a while since we laid eyes upon each other, but that night the stars lit the sky and the moon was our spotlight. We were the only people that we could see. You see, he was that lost one and I was the one he found. The one that captivated his heart and dwelled within his soul. He knew just how to seek me no maps, no phone, just being. He knew my heart beat the inner workings; the entirety that made Kynny B. 

“ I’ve missed you,” he whispered into my ear.

“Have you?” I asked quaintly. 

“ More than you know,” he said.

He had no regard as to why or who brought me to this place where we met in middle, he just knew that I was empty and needed to be filled.

Time had no hold on us, the room dissipated as we floated in each other’s clouds of memories and what used to bes.

“I’ve been lost,” he said, “ Wandering this world trying to live without you.”

He gazed deeply into me. As if he knew the scars of the past that haunted me. 

“ I’ve been running,” I said, “Running away from the truth and looking for love in all the wrong places, seeking something that i’ve always had, we don’t need evidence we have confirmation. Tonight has proved that to me,” I felt the tears slow slip past my cheeks as they dripped to the floor he cupped my face as if to catch each ounce of my heart that flowed from me.

“ Sometimes, you have to be still, and know that I am here where i’ve always been beside you, enduring the same hurt that causes you to run away.”

As he kissed my sweetly upon my forehead he ceased the nightmares of hurt and soothed the ache to love and be loved.  All of my questions of who what when and why seemed to be answered. I knew that he loved me I just failed to see it until this moment.

“ I’m just scared,” I replied meekly.

“ And that’s ok, I’ll be your faith just follow me,” he placed his hand upon my heart and released me. He unlocked the door I’ve been prying at for years by just being my key. 

“ Do you trust me?” he asked.

“ I do.”

“Do you love me?”

“ Yes.”

“ Then be with me for eternity.”

“ Now? How?”

“Just kneel and accept me,” he said quietly.

As I kneeled on my knees my humility set in, I was thankful for the has beens between us. 

As he brushed my hair past my ear he said lovingly,” Welcome back to these arms that have stayed opened for your return.”

“ People call me different things Kynny but who I am to you is everything, that is who I want to be.”

“You are my everything, the way you love me goes beyond words, and I aim to prove that to you just as you do to me.”

 

That night I pledged my life to him, he became my forever love, the true capture of my heart and navigator of my soul.